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The Pile

Welcome to the latest installment of the Forward Motion Merry-Go-Round Blog Tour! We’ve gathered several writers from amateur to professional, and we discuss one topic for the month. This month’s theme is the to-read list.

Not many things actually stay on my reading list for long. I’ve got a robust county library with a healthy selection. Needless to say, if I can’t find what I need there, I have no problem using the interlibrary loan system. What a godsend in this time of recession, huh? I heartily recommend heading to the library if you can’t afford to purchase your own books.

Anyhow, below is the list of my current stack of books awaiting attention. Continue Reading…

Sanguire Soundtrack – Margaurethe

One Day Remains

One Day Remains (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Recently some folks have expressed an interest in the music I listen to while writing a story. Since the Sanguire series is currently being published this year, I thought I’d focus on The Strange Path, Book 1 of the Sanguire. I’ve already written a blog entry about Whiskey, and I have to say that her playlist was much more extensive than the rest of the characters introduced. I guess that means I identify more with her than any other character.

In any case, here’s a handful of songs that I believe epitomizes Whiskey’s love interest, Marguarethe O’Toole.

Note: Those who don’t know me well aren’t aware that I’m a heavy metal fan. While a lot of these tunes are dark and slow, Gothic in nature, I’m sure some tunes won’t appeal to my readers. Just be aware of that before clicking on any links! Continue Reading…


Welcome to the latest installment of the Forward Motion Merry-Go-Round Blog Tour! We’ve gathered several writers from amateur to professional, and we discuss one topic each month. This month’s theme is about my earliest writing dreams.

3rd Grade

I always loved story time as a kid. My mother read me Grimm’s Fairy Tales before bed every night. (I’d sneak the book down from my dresser sometimes to look at the woodcut illustrations in our edition.) You can never have too many stories about elves and shoemakers, you know.

In 3rd grade, my class was given the assignment of writing our very own short story! Up until then, I’d never actually considered the fact that people wrote these things…they just existed in my world. What a novel concept! (Pun intended.) I promptly went to work. Continue Reading…

Caring for Kara

Kara Leonardo has been a wonderful fan and friend to many of us in the lesbian publishing industry. She’s come upon some horrific hard times and needs our help. I’ll let Roselle Graskey tell you what the deal is:

On February 11, 2012, Kara and her partner, Stephanie Marvel, were involved in a motor vehicle accident. Stephanie was driving and their car was hit head-on by another driver. Stephanie was killed on impact and Kara sustained a fractured arm, multiple fractures of her leg and pelvis along with internal injuries. Kara was in and out of the ICU a few times before landing in a regular room and ultimately transferring to a rehabilitation facility at the end of March. She is learning to walk again with the use of a walker and will soon be ready for discharge from rehab. This is where her situation becomes even more difficult… Kara relocated from Illinois to Delaware to be with Stephanie… When she is discharged from rehab, she will have no place to go.

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Sanguire Soundtrack – Whiskey

People have expressed an interest in what soundtrack I used while writing the Sanguire series – The Strange Path, Beloved Lady Mistress (out July 17th!), and Inner Sanctuary (available October 16th). Anyone who is aware of my writing knows that I always have a soundtrack I listen to while immersed in a story — it helps keep the mental “feel” of the story in my heart and head.

Since I absolutely adore music (and Ferny’s request!), I thought I’d list the most important songs I listened to and which character I associated them with. I’ve linked to YouTube videos where I can. Continue Reading…

Golden Crown 2012

Golden Crown Literary Society. Wow. Why did I wait so long to come to one of these conferences? I’m ready for next year!

I’m writing this on Sunday, June 17th. Brunch is done, though I sat at my table for at least twenty minutes after I finished eating. I didn’t want to get up because I knew that would be the end of a great weekend. Alas, it had to be done. I’d have looked silly sitting in the room while the hotel staff broke it down. Continue Reading…

3 Ways to Balance Life & Writing

Welcome to the latest installment of the Forward Motion Merry-Go-Round Blog Tour! We’ve gathered several writers from amateur to professional, and we discuss one topic for the month. This month’s theme is about balancing writing with life.




The Balancing Act

It’s a pretty sure bet that we all balance our workload with life. Everyone who’s ever “worked for the weekend” is aware of the vicious cycle we’re drawn into when we hold down full-time jobs and still desire to spend time with loved ones. (It’s the American Dream, go figure.)

You slave away for the boss to collect that check. You pay your mortgage or rent and have a little extra to get the oil changed or buy a DVD to watch with the family. Vacations, birthdays, holidays all revolve around work.



The Dilemma

As a writer, it’s more than just that day job to pay the bills (unless you’re very fortunate and don’t need an outside vocation to survive.)


The writing has to be completed, too, and that will come at the expense of your friends and family. You’re not carrying a full-time job — you’re working two jobs, one of which has you at the corner desk in the bedroom, pounding words into your computer.

The difficulty lies in perspective. You need to concentrate on attaining your writing goals or you won’t be a success at writing. Your family, no matter how accepting, will experience feelings of neglect because you prefer your fantasy worlds and characters over them. I know. I have a super-supportive woman at my side who still occasionally feels ignored when I get into a story.


What To Do?

There’s only one thing you can do. (I know. I said “Three Ways” in the title. Bear with me.) Are you ready for it? Brace yourself!


Make Time

Most of you reading this are now groaning. “Duh,” you say. “I know that, Redhawk!”

Seriously, though, making time for your family is the primary tool you have to balance your work/writing with life. (Here’s where the “Three Things” come in.)


* One – make time for your family every day.

Just like you schedule time to go to the day job and give yourself a certain period to write, you need to schedule time to be with your family. This is a daily thing!

Be available at a particular time during the day, no matter when it works for you and them. Nine times out of ten, knowing you’re there will quell even the most anxious friend. Set aside everything to have breakfast (or lunch or dinner or whatever) with your wife, husband and kids. It’ll do wonders for your relationship.


* Two – incorporate a weekly “date” into your busy calendar.

This doesn’t have to be anything elaborate. No need to break the bank running out to dinner every week or taking in plays and operas and movies.

When I’m on a writing jag (translated: I leave the house hours before my day job requires my presence to write in a coffee shop,) one of my days off is “Wife Night”. We have a sit down dinner at home and I’m available for discussion or a DVD or what-have-you.

No chat rooms or World of Warcraft, no plotting or writing. I’m there. I’m present.


* Three – have a monthly “Date Night”.

And if you have kids in your household, I mean “Family Night”. (Though having an additional “Date Night” with the spouse is never wrong!)
This is where you blow the bank, use the extra money you might have coming in and enjoy a night out on the town. Or a day. Or an afternoon. Who said “Date Night” had to always be dinner and a movie?

A couple of weeks ago, we went on a walking tour in our city – Chocolate Decadence. Not only did we both gain a couple of pounds, we had fun together. We connected, something we couldn’t have done if I’d been home writing.

We’ve also gone out and played miniature golf, seen movies, had lunch, went to the local Farmers’ Market and Craft Fairs, rented a car to go to the coast, enjoyed river cruises and parks. The list can be endless if you look. There’s bound to be something of interest you can both enjoy.

You love your family or you wouldn’t be with them. It sounds simple, but it’s easy to forget things like that. Relationships whither and die for the same reason.

And I’m assuming you write because you love doing it. It fills your soul as your pour that same soul out onto the page.

Take some of that soul and spread the wealth. In this case, money means nothing.


Time means everything.



If you enjoyed this post, send me a comment! I’d love to hear from you and promise to respond!

Today’s post was inspired by the Merry-go-Round Blog Tour, an ongoing tour where you, the reader, travel around the world from author’s blog to author’s blog. We have all sorts of writers at all stages in their writing career, so there’s something for everyone to enjoy. If you want to get to know nearly twenty other writers, and find out what’s on their nightstands, check out the rest of the tour! On the 11th, the entry was by D. Anthony Brown. Tomorrow, see what David Bridger has to say on the matter! Happy reading!

Deadlines: Love ‘Em or Hate ‘Em

Welcome to the latest installment of the Forward Motion Merry-Go-Round Blog Tour! We’ve gathered several writers from amateur to professional, and we discuss one topic for the month. This month’s theme is about that evil thing known as a deadline.

Love ‘em?

(Photo Credit: Wikipedia)

What’s not to love about a deadline? (I’ll answer that one later.) Continue Reading…

Writing Inspirations

Welcome to the latest installment of the Forward Motion Merry-Go-Round Blog Tour! We’ve gathered several writers from amateur to professional, and we discuss one topic for the month. This month’s theme is about my influences. There are a lot of people (some of them even writers) that I’d like to be compared to, people that I’ve attempted to emulate in my life and work. I think everyone searches for heroes and role models. It’s human nature and, depending on the hero, a positive thing. Here are some of mine:

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I’m Packing My Bags

Okay…maybe not yet.

But I do have my hotel reservations, plane tickets and convention registration for Golden Crown Literary Society in June!

Do you?

I’ve never been to one of these before, so I’m pretty excited! There’s going to be lots to do in Minneapolis (haven’t been there before, either!), so my to-do list is getting longer and longer.

What To Do?

First on the list, of course, is hang out with both new and old friends! I haven’t seen most of you up close and in person since the last Orlando Bardcon!

Next up is basking in the excellence of wonderful people who enjoy romance novels. Nothing beats that kind of vibe, right? Lesbian romance-fests are da bomb!

I’m rooming with my BFF, too. She’s kind of crazy. I expect she’ll be embarrassing the bejaysus out of me — she is the one who coined the phrase “Tapioca” for Tiopa Ki Lakota, after all.

The Mall of America is on the top of my Out-And-About list. I’ve always seen it on travel shows, and it will be a hoot to actually see it for real. I realize it’s just a mall on steroids, so I don’t expect to be razzle-dazzled. Still, it’ll be one of those Bucket List items to strike off.


Anybody know of other places to visit, things to do in the area? I won’t have a rental car, so it’ll have to be cheap and easy to get to.

If you like what you’ve read here, let me know! The comment form below is lonely and needs dire attention!

World Cup Coffee

Welcome to the latest installment of the Forward Motion Merry-Go-Round Blog Tour! We’ve gathered several writers from amateur to professional, and we discuss one topic for the month. This month’s theme is my favorite writing place.

As you can probably tell from the title, mine is a coffee shop. But not just any coffee shop! On, no! Mine happens to sit inside the biggest new and used bookstore west of the Mississippi! Powell’s City of Books. Continue Reading…

Vignette – Whiskey

In honor of the upcoming publication of The Strange Path, Book 1 of the Sanguire, I’m posting a vignette a month leading up to the first chapter of the book. Enjoy this sneak peek into the mind of young Whiskey – a homeless kid on the streets of Seattle, Washington.

A faint fluorescent crackle escorted the flickering overhead lights. Whiskey glanced at the ceiling with a frown. Fuck. Closing time already?

In answer, the two patrons sharing her table gathered their things. Elsewhere others spoke above the standard mandatory hush of the vast room. A woman called out, “Library’s closing. Ten minutes.”

Whiskey glared at her book. Only fifty or sixty pages left. She could finish it in an hour. Reading it in ten minutes was impossible. She’d become so engrossed, she hadn’t bothered to seek out and remove the security apparatus. No time now. She’d never get out the doors without setting off the alarm. Getting away wouldn’t be a problem, but she was a regular here. Some of these librarians had memories that rivaled elephants.

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Bits & Bobs

Times, they are a’changing.

I received an excellent surprise in the mail — my author copies of The Strange Path, Book 1 of the Sanguire! WOOT! I got them on the way to work and, of course, ran all over the hotel with a copy to show them off. Amazingly, it never gets old to see your name on the cover of a book. (To those of you whom I’ve contacted, your gifts will be going out later this week.)

It’s out on MARCH 13th! “Freeze ray. Stops time. Tell your friends.” Order, order, order!

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